Harga Sehelai Ilmu

Ahad, 22 Mei 2011.

Salam..


"Sapa nak jawab soalan ni? Faiq? Boleh jawab?"

Aku berdiri. Tertidur lah pula time Geografi. Cikgu Eshah ngajar. Budak lain semua tengok aku.

"Faiq ni.. cikgu tengok macam malas sikit lah."

Sekali kena tegur macam tu. Berdiri sorang-sorang. Orang lain pandang. Serius malu.

Sapa suruh tidur time bincang soalan.. Bodoh.

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Benda ni berlaku masa aku form 1. Memang tak nafi aku selalu tidur dalam kelas time dulu-dulu. Baru masuk asrama. Tidur 1 pagi.. 2 pagi.. Paling awal pun 12 tengah malam.

Bukan buat apa. Kadang-kadang senior ajak pergi bilik. Aku pun tak faham apa yang best sangat cari masalah junior dua tiga pagi ni. Rasa hebat kot.

Yang paling aku ingat, kena ragging first day lagi aku sampai.

Aku tanya senior tu "Budak-budak form 5 semua duduk floor ni ke bang?"

Terus dia letak hanger kat tengkuk aku. "Budak ko cakap? Berani ko."

Alahai lah... Aku ni asal Kelantan. 'Budok' tu bagi aku 'student' lah bengap. Baru nak belajar kecek luar. Apa lah brader nih. Aku nak beramah mesra dia tunjuk samseng..

Tak kan lah 'duduk floor' tu pun kau nak terjemah duduk atas lantai? Noob.

Dia suruh aku ambil botol kosong tiap-tiap bilik, isi, naik hantar balik. Tiap-tiap malam. Balik dorm karang nak kemas-kemas katil, locker. Nak sembang dengan kawan lagi. Mana tak tidur lewat.

Pasal tu kot aku selalu ngantuk dalam kelas. Hehe.. Salahkan orang.

Mungkin niat mamat tu baik, nak didik adik-adik. Tapi, cara kena betul la. Kalau nak tunjuk samseng pun, at least you should have something yang orang boleh ikut, boleh respect. 

Aku respect je senior yang duduk pau megi junior, tapi scorer jangan cerita. Add math 99. Saje cikgu tak bagi 100. Kang inferior cikgu nak mengajar.

Sorang ni, basuh baju sekali sebulan. Tu pun kalau ada junior tolong basuhkan. Tapi main basket punyalah hebat. Apek-apek pula dok panggil dia sifu.

Tapi sampai sekarang aku tak tau nama mamat tu. Tak pernah pula dapat hadiah cemerlang. Naik stage ambil medal pun tak ada muka dia. Taiko taik ayam. Memang aku tak nak ingat pun. Haha

Aku yang kena sound dengan Cikgu Eshah yang baik, jarang marah orang pun boleh naik stage, dapat no 2 dalam batch akhir tahun tu tau. Poyo kejap..


Terima kasih Cikgu Eshah. Mak yang ambil berat, Ustazah Noraini. Cikgu Haslinda yang baik. Ustazah Epuziah yang banyak bagi nasihat. Cikgu Samat yang dah 3 tahun jadi cikgu kelas.

Dan juga semua cikgu-cikgu, ustaz-ustaz, ustazah-ustazah, teachers, madame, monsieur, sensei, kaunselor dan juga coach, Mr Kau Wai Ping.

Selamat Hari Guru.



Kawan-kawan, jangan lupa nilai sehelai kertas bertulis ilmu. Walaupun sehelai kertas.


1. Orang Berilmu Lain Caranya


Lain caranya orang berilmu dengan tidak.

Orang tak berilmu nak duit? Curi. Paling cikai, pau budak. Keh3
Orang berilmu? Mintak ler baik-baik..

Teringat tadi ada orang muda, sihat lagi, lelaki mintak duit dengan aku. Badan dah la lagi besar. Nampak macam aku pula yang lagi tua. Nak bagi pun segan. Kalau budak-budak comot tepi-tepi jalan tu boleh la tahan.


Orang tak berilmu nak perempuan? Rogol. Orang tangkap, pukul, masuk penjara.
Orang berilmu? Kahwin. Tiap-tiap malam happy. Tak kena tangkap, tak kena pukul.

Orang tak berilmu nak tunjuk kuasa? Selak kain orang. Cakap kemain, tak ada lesen.
Orang berilmu? Nuh, tanah runtuh kat Hulu Langat nuh. Dia yang sampai dulu.


2. Ilmu Ada Ego dan Maruahnya


Ilmu ada nilai dan harga diri. Jangan perlekehkan.

Walaupun dah bergelar pelajar medic, bukan dengan semudah memetik jari boleh jadi doktor.

Baca, lupa. Kenapa selalu bila baca kita lupa?

Adat manusia. Mana ada orang baca tak lupa. Bukan senang untuk memiliki ilmu. Perlukan usaha.

Tetapi ingat..

Jangan mimpi nak menguasai ilmu dengan mudah, hanya dalam beberapa hari. Walhal, orang yang pakar mengambil masa beberapa tahun baru berjaya.

Walaupun diberi anugerah ingatan yang kuat dan juga pemahaman yang cepat, jangan cepat mendabik dada kawan-kawan. Jangan lupa, ilmu juga ada maruah dan egonya. Tidak akan tunduk kepada orang yang sambil lewa dan tidak hormat padanya.

Persis seorang perempuan yang sempurna dan tinggi maruahnya. Hanya boleh dimiliki lelaki yang ada harga dirinya. Bukan semua orang boleh memiliki.

Allah tidak kejam. Siapa yang usaha, dia berjaya. 

Wallahua'lam. Wassalam..

Nakba: A New Hope

Sunday, 15^th May 2011

Salam..

People were flocking to Masjid Jami’ah Yarmouk since last Friday, 13^th May for Fajr prayer. The number is so enormous, seems like comparable to Jumaat prayer on the afternoon. A rare scene to see in Malaysia. I was so touched by the atmosphere. It was so long before I manage to pray at the masjid and I saw this wonderful miracle.

The day before, Thursday, actually I got a flyer from a guy outside the masjid, stating that starting tomorrow (Friday) we all be gathering at masjid to perform Fajr prayer, all of us. No exception. As a support for the ‘Third Intifada’ planned. And also as a contribution for syuhada’ in Palestine and the last revolution in Egypt. To show our strength. Because there’s no strength without jamaah.

I was overwhelmed by my own feeling as I walked out from masjid, thinking that the end of this Palestinian suffer will end soon.

It's a new hope.

It was like Jumaat prayer in the morning. MashaAllah..

My Arab Friends

Since I start studying in JUST, I already know some of Arab friends. They came from various part of Arab countries, Jordan, Palestine, Yemen, Bahrain, UAE, and even Israel.

Still remembered when the first time I met some of friends at the library when I was in first year. We were greeting as usual. Shaking hands. Asking our names. What year and courses. Using typical Arabic Language learned from Malaysia and from seniors. Haha

Then, it came to the question that I’ll always think twice rather to ask or not. But then, since they asked me first, I asked them the same.

“Enta min ween?” (Where are you from?)

“Ana min Israel.” He answered, simple.

Suddenly, lots of story about Jews and Palestine came into my mind. I just kept reading my book.

“I knew it! Look at their face. Something different from other Arab people.” Haha

So skeptical.

But they looked like normal people. No long beard and sideburn. Even speaking nicer than some of others people I met.

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And also, Palestinian friends. They say, most of foreigners in JUST are Palestinian. Second is Malaysian. Then, others..

One of them, who I know the most is Oudai Younus. I went to his house two weeks ago as I remember. He told stories about 1948 Palestine Nakba and about his place and family. A guy seems playful but he has a belief that one day, he will return to his homeland. He gave me a book which tells stories about Palestine and Israel country.

When I said ‘Israel’ he responded,

“What is Israel? There’s no such thing like Israel!”

When I thought about Israeli friends I met last year, they look very nice. Even I don’t want to believe that all Israeli are bad as I always told during my time in school. Everything bad was done by Jews and Israel. 5S conspiracy. 6S.. And all that kind of thing.

But thinking about Oudai, I believe we all really hope that someday, Israel will be vanished from world map.

Experience of a Doctor in Israeli Hospital

During Fiqh Medic Seminar 2011 which was held in Irbid last week, I was interested in a story told by our guest professor from Malaysia, Prof. Dr Azhar Hussin.

Undergoing some training at one of hospital in Israel was an opening-eye experience. At first think, doing task at the hospital, it’s difficult to adjust time for pray. It’s seems so stressful for a Muslim.

He had a Christian friend who also at the hospital too at that time, Micheal if I’m not mistaken. He always prayed as taught by his religion at a small corner in the hospital. Meanwhile, Prof Azhar always looked for a quiet place and ensures that people don’t see to do his prayer. As always we do. That is actually making us looks more suspicious for me. More like a guy want to do something wrong.

But then, when Micheal knew that, he asked Prof Azhar to join him to pray together with him. To make others not to misunderstand him. Prof Azhar agreed and since then, he prayed together with Micheal according to each religion told.

After two or three days later, Prof Azhar shocked to see that a memo was made at the corner they always pray.

“Keep quiet. Mike and Zack are praying.”

Mike referred to Micheal, while Zack referred to Prof Azhar as other colleagues there called him.

It was made by the hospital cleaner, a Jew.

You know, why we always tell something fishy about other people even we don’t know how they are actually. It’s not our rights to judge them. Try to know them first. Don’t be skeptic.

And when Prof. Azhar started to ask for his boss to take five for prayer during doing his job, know what the answer from the Jew who just met him for a few periods?

“Please do so. That is what your religion tells you to.”

They are so outstanding in this aspect. But it’s really confusing that how can there can’t understand how Palestinians are suffering today.

Wallahua’lam..

Fiqh Medic Seminar 2011

Nakba Day

15^th May 1948 was a day of catastrophe. 700,000 Palestinians were expelled and fled from their own homeland and hundreds of Palestinian villages were depopulated.

Today, it’s 63 years past the sad history.

Hope we take lesson from it. And not stop praying for the sake of Islam and our brothers and sisters there.

“There was certainly in their stories a lesson for those of understanding. Never was the Qur'an a narration invented, but a confirmation of what was before it and a detailed explanation of all things and guidance and mercy for a people who believe.”

Surah Yusuf: Ayah 111

I'll always pray for Palestine, as that's the only thing I can do now. For my friend, Oudai..

Wassalam..

Aiskrim Pop lagi best dari K-Pop

Khamis, 05 Mei 2011.

Salam..

Cuaca Jordan tak menentu la ni.. (loni) Semalam sejuk hari ni panas. Semalam 15, hari ni 30. Poning den. Tak boleh aku panas-panas ni, darah cepat naik. Sejuk pun tak leh, tido je karang. 

Respect sungguh dengan pak arab yang tengah buat bangunan kat u tu. Time sejuk angkat simen, time panas angkat simen.. Kalau time pose nanti diorang terus je kerja, memang patut kasi diorang la amek medic. Nampak diorang lagi rajin daripada student nak datang u tiap-tiap hari.

Aku dah mula rindu dengan cuaca Malaysia. Tiga minggu lagi nak balik.

Disebabkan cuaca yang panas, aku memang suka balik naik coaster direct sampai rumah sekarang ni. Kalau 10 minit lagi kena tunggu pun sanggup. Malas nak tukar naik teksi panas-panas gini. Kulit jadi gelap pun masalah bro. Awek-awek nak mamat-mamat korea je sekarang ni. Tak dapat k-pop, i-pop pun jadi. 24:7 aku tak kenal.  Jangan tanya. Wat malu ja..

p/s: Sekarang nih aku tengah menyiasat. Member aku kata ada budak 24:7 tu budak sekolah agama kat somban dulu. Any hint?

Tapi bagi aku, panas-panas gini, layan ais krim pop lagi best la dari k-pop. Keh3.. Marah leteuw.. 

Honestly, aku pun tengok jugak 'Running Man' kadang-kadang. Suka tengok Jae Suk wat fumble. Tolol sungguh mamat tu. Tensen aku gelak.. 

Apa-apa hal pun.. Kakak-kakak di luar sana jangan obses sangat le. Mamat-mamat arab akak tak jumpa lagi. Lagi macho dari korea yang tomey-tomey tu. Sedih aku tengok kawan-kawan kena reject pasal muka tak cukup korea. Aku ni tak pe la. Ada mix korea.. Aniyongsayooo.... :))

Ok. Ok. 

Bagi aku, muka tak korea pun tak kisah. Tak perlu nak buat plastic surgery segala.. Gigih sangat.. Tapi kena la sejuk mata memandang.. Ye dak? 

Tapi aku lagi pentingkan dua benda ni.

1. Memahami

Apa-apa kerja manusia ni ada sebab dia. Makan sebab? Lapar. Tido sebab? Mengantuk. Dia pakai baju kemeja datang kelas tiap-tiap hari panas-panas gini sebab? Ada interview. Jangan kutuk dia. Support dia. Kesian tiap-tiap hari fail interview. Haha

Point di sini. Orang yang memahami ni bagi aku memang aku sangat-sangat suka. Dia tak skeptik dengan orang. Orang yang dia tak kenal tak ada lah nak dia nak kutuk-kutuk. Kenal pun, tak pula dia nak heboh-heboh kalau tahu orang buat silap. 

Bukan senang nak cari orang yang faham kita. Minat tak semestinya faham. Cinta kalau tak faham merana. Tahu nak kawin je, porak peranda. Apsal kawin pulak? Okok.

Ha.. camtu lah. Contoh, kawan tak faham kita. Macam mana dia nak support kita? 

Cara nak jumpa orang yang faham kita? Kita pon kena lah jadi orang yang memahami. Hehe..

2. Independent

Bab ni, lebih kepada maturity yang aku faham.

Apa-apa berlaku dia boleh handle. Relax. Memang cool dan macho lah. Kalau tak boleh pun, mintak tolong orang lain dengan tenang. Tak adalah rasa terbeban orang nak tolong.

Memang best kalau ada orang macam ni. Kadang-kadang kita tak sempat nak tolong, dia dah settle kan semua kerja-kerja. Kita tak sempat buat, dia dah siapkan. Tak perlu nak mengadu kat kita itu ini. Ada member sekerja gini memang best. Nak buat kerja pun rasa rajin je.

Contoh. Kita balik rumah malam-malam lapar, bini ngadu bawang tak ada, minyak tak ada, telur habis.. Kedai runcit depan rumah je. Katakan lah laki ni doktor, penat. Bini pulak? Suri rumah sepenuh masa..

Inconsiderate.

Lawa ke.. Comel ke.. Keje satu hapa tak leh harap, apa kes?

Apsal laki bini pulak ni? Okok

Cara nak jumpa orang yang independent? Kita pon kena lah jadi independent. Hehe..

p/s: indie indie pun, jangan jadi kera sumbang sudah lew..

Ok. Sekian saja dua posen dari saya..

Update yang laju saja. Pasal ada orang complain aku update sekali sebulan. Hehe

Itu saja.. Ini bukan tips-tips mencari boipren atau gelpren ye.. 

Apatah lagi nak cari pasangan. Orang dah kawin ramai. Mintak je consult diorang. Hadis nabi pun banyak dah bagi tips. Korek je.

Wallahua'lam. Wasalam..